28 Eylül 2012 Cuma

Aunt Experience.

Aunt: *Knock on the door*

Winter: Come in!

Aunt: *Behind the door* Please get that thing (something) to sitting room. *Walks away*

-_-...

But wait. There is more.

Aunt: *Knocks on the door*

Winter: Please don't come in.

Aunt: *Opens the door* Why?! What happened? What are you doing?


P.E

Ahh. P.E Class. Fave of most because it is like Holiday in school! Mostly. There are of course times which you will be tired and get... Uhm... Tired... I can't find anything else really. Sorreh.



Today in our P.E class, I changed into my sport clothes (Which didn't look like sport clothes AT ALL.) And played TableTennis, Badminton, and talked. No I didn't "played talked" STOP TROLLING ME.
I have some photos of it which I'll upload in a later post because I'm...

Yup! Rub-a-dub-dub. I had some of the friends, people eating stuff, people playing volleyball, the homeworks being given to Silvana, who had to collect the works and bring it to teacher.

Give me all you have! MWHAHAHAHA

Maybe not.
I, like every other one in our classroom, did it in school, looking to someone else's paper WHO DID THE HOMEWORK ALSO AT SCHOOL, LOOKING TO SOMEONE'S PAPER WHO DID IT IN SCHOOL. WHO DID THE HOMEWORK ALSO AT SCHOOL, LOOKING TO SOMEONE'S PAPER WHO DID IT IN SCHOOL. WHO...



Agh. Paradoxes. they are like, everywhere.



27 Eylül 2012 Perşembe

That Feeling

It is probably only me. But it eats me alive inside.
Now if you are like me, who had many bad experiences with friendship thingy in the past, you become... Obsessed with the new friends you make.

Yeah...
It is because you just made a gad damn friend. He/she is perfect. You look up to her/him, you want to be like her/him and damn, you end up being a little too connected to that person.
If your heart chakra is over-active like mine, you care a little too much about these friends, you make them feel too... I don't know, bored, dull, Can't breathe, you get the point. You are a tail. And this makes you look selfish, because you are also TOO SENSITIVE.

In my past, I hated, hated when people told me about my bad parts. I was like,

Seeing how this only makes things worse, I stopped it and realized that it was much better, remember the part where I said "You look up to this person, you want to be like this person" ? Yes. This thing helps you get there.

The feeling, is the feeling I'll now talk about.
The constant and not stopping feeling of... "OMG I WONDER IF HE/SHE HATES ME: D: D: D:"

Feels familiar? Hello.

This thing sucks. There is no good part of it. Everyday, everynight you only think, "I wonder If I did something wrong... I wonder if she/he is mad... Why is she/he so cold to me?!?"

I actually got headache one night thinking "How can I make her/him happy......." And couldn't slept for 1 hour. Which made me wake up like this:


Thankfully, that is behind. Actually... Only 2 days... Oh well. 

Later I learned that this person was thinking the similiar things. Thinking that I was acting cold and wouldn't want him/her to talk to me.

Hearing this and coming home. I went in front of mirror and gave myself a nice:

Refreshing.

Moral: Don't be too sensitive. Make moves. Make people know that you can change and you can care. The end. <3

THE WORD

IT WAS POSER. I'M SUCH A POSER. AGH.

Don't Chase Love

BUT I CAN'T STAHP. GUFFHAGHWAI

It is true that whenever you are, or stories you hear, and you are talking about/the story is about love, it is a reoccurring theme, "Don't chase love" like there is this one lonely guy, he chases love, he can't find it. One day he gives up. Tomorrow he finds love.

Personal experience, this is kinda right. You love someone, you stalk them, you rape them etc. all cool things but not real love. That fricking love bunny only comes when you stop chasing it and wave a carrot around.

Don't wave a carrot around. You won't find love and will look stupid. Unless your beloved his half bunny which would be some cool shit.

Ever heard of "Did it for -longtime- like bunnies" ?

Screwity

If you look carefully, you will see that the world is based on the rule I call, "Screwity" more you screw things up, or get screwed up for this matter, the more world gains energy for it's eviiiiiil plans. If it is more shamful, the thing you screw up, more people will be there to see it.

Like it or not.

"Please don't make a blog, it is like hell on earth"
Bu-bu-bu-but-
"Winter, whaddareyadoing?!"
"Winter STAHP."
"WINTER IT HURTS"
 D:

Go read another place to lose time. I'M BORED AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO. Naw, you won't be seeing a lot of blogs written like this. Where I, a 16 years old boy-
"Honey you are 15"
"MOM! I'M LIVE"
"k"
*Ahem* Anyway, a 16 years old boy, who has a not-perfect-at-all-english writing stuff here because he is BORED and saw a friend doing. What a ... What a... Uh... I DON'T KNOW THE ENGLISH WORD FOR IT. AGH. (Özenti)












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